My blog has been very dead . Haha . Lazy to blog anyway . Haha . Hmmmmm , Went out this few days , having party and everything . Haha . CHristmas marhs , should enjoy . Haha . All right , was having great fun at shaun house party . Haha . exchanging party . Haha . All righ , drank lots of wine larhs . LOves it man . Haha . Was bit drunk then . Hehe . But i just love the feeling larhs . Muacks . All right , i'm lazy to type . let the photo do the talking .


Before going to shaun party .






Me , jasmine , anabelle and marcus

Hmmmm , went my grandma place on sat . And met up with my sister , angela and anabelle to kbox . Haha . AS usual met up at starbucks . Haha . All right having great fun as well . Hmmmm , loves the way i'm now . Haha . All right , as usual let the photo do the talking .


On my way down my grandma house


Stupid cousin of mine !!


Another stupid cousin of mine ! All right i love him . He's cute


I love her larhs .





Oh well , i just loves cam-whorring .





Should i buy my camera or ipod nano ? Lols . Meet my god-daddy tomorrow . He promise he will buy something for me . Lols . Damn confused on buying what . Actually i doesn't need to a camera larhs . My sister have it already . but i love cam-whorring ley . Lols . But ipod also good ley . Anyway he promise me afetr he got his bonus he will buy me my laptop . Haha . I want my dell laptop . haha . White , damn nice uh . Lols .

Anyway my baby jack at hospital . Sigh , jack uh please take great care of yourself okays . He's having great pain larhs . Hurts to see him like that . He was admitted to hospital after that . Sigh . Lord , please take good care of my jack . Wish him to get well soon . Sigh .





Hmmmm , went for my hair extention , had my nails done , Brought lots of shirt . Haha . Shopping spree is my life larhs . Anyway yesterday some idoits made me damn piss off . haha . Same old fucking idoit larhs . Standard routine larhs . Oh well , lazy to type such a long story . And don't wish to waste my space on tis fucking person . Waste my time and tears on the bloody person larhs . Haha . Still need to replenish my energy by drinking water . Lols . felt so disgrace for myself . Lols . DOn't wish to talk about him .

Oh well , back to me . Had a great day yesterday . Went Paya Lebar for my hair extention . Haha . Have it purplish-red . Haha . Love it alot larhs . 40++ bucks . Damn worth it larhs . haha . Anyway got a guy damn funny larhs . Was walking in to the shopping centre then he suddenly talk to me . Lols . His name is jason lols . Damn ah beng type larhs . Haha . Anyway cabbed down my grandma house at sengkang . Haha . He called me while i was on the cab . Haha , he ask me where i going . I told him my grandma house . Haha . He ask me why never wait for him , he went to his bke to get something . Lols . FUnny larhs . Anyway was cam-whorring at cab with darling . Haha . Darling was damn piss off with that lady . Haha . Because she wanted other colour but yet the lady doesn't wanna give her . Lols .




Darling was with me , whenever i'm sad . Love you =)



GIven up all hope on him . Will continue with my life and be much much happy without him . Haha . Wish you bad luck with your new girlfriend . DOn't say that i'm bad . Curse you forever . Haha .





Sigh , i really love him alot . why must he do that to me ? Hurt my feeling all the time . Sigh , I have try my very best to make him happy all the time . But why must he do that to me ? Sigh . Damn it . Sigh . Think it should be my retribution or what nor . Sigh . I shouldn't have know him . I regret alot . If time can reverse back . How i wish that i have never knew hi all along . Misses those times we were together . Misses him calling me sayang . Sigh . Treasure him alot . But he don't even treasure me larhs . Sigh . Why must he hurt my feeling again and again ? I really had enough . Really wish that i really had short term memory larhs . That will be prefect . Then i could have forget him . Sigh . He would never know what i'm going through larhs . Why are all guys so bastard . Just one message will end the whole story ? Fuck .





Actually going bugis with anabelle today . But was too tired to go . Fall asleep at 10 then woke at 7pm . Haha . Oh well , i'm a pig . haha . Sleep is my life now . Haha . Anyway called someone to buy crig for me . Then he brought wrong crig for me . lols . The crig damn bad to smoke sia . Lols . Wanna die . haha

Anyway was talking to karim on msn while blogging . Lols .He told me to add him . OH well , told him about thing between that bastard and me . Sigh , He told me to chill . Lols . How to chill ? Impossible larhs . Lols . Anyway yusof message me yesterday , and told me that he maybe going other countries for futher studies . Told hs cousin to pass him this message that , if he would to go other countries for studies i would wait for him . My friends told me that , that was so stupid of me . Oh well , i'm really very stupid . Lols . But what to do ?? He make me love him alot . Damn alot .

You told me that you would hold my hand tight and never let go . But you didn't fulfill it .





Oh well , i'm offically single . This time is the last time i will say about him anyway . Sigh , just a stupid message to break off larhs . Not even knowing what happen , we broke off . Alamak !! It's like wth larhs . Sigh . Really had enough liaos nor . I never even done a wrong thing larhs . BUt yet he break off with me . Maybe he get to know other girls , who trest him better , understand him better or whatever larhs . Wish him all the best nor . Haha . As i say i knew this will happen larhs . Because he really change alot already . So i know this will going to happen .

Sigh , really have no more tears to cry already . It's all dry up already . Sigh . I have done all my best to change and to continue this relationship . But yet failed . Sigh . Whats more to say , Something that have occur , so no matter what i say nothing to change the situation already . Remember you promise me , you would not say the word goodbye and love me until eternity . But yet you didn't fulfil what you say larhs . Sigh . Promise that you would not break with me , but in the end ley . Sigh .

Just by sending that message , You're hurting me badly . You've hurt me today and you are gotta hurt me again . Yet i don't know why , I still love you .





Getting more and more sick and tired of this relationship already . Sigh!! Is not that i'm playing , is that i really love him alot . But yet he keep toying on with my feeling larhs . It's like wth larhs . Sigh . Have been trying my very very best to continue this relationship . Sigh , But i really do love him alot larhs . Just a simple message i will be very happy already . I message him that where are you ? But yet only one stupid reply . Home don't reply . Fuck larhs . It's like am i his girlfriend or just a freaking friend to him larhs . Cb . Really had enough liaos uh . Sigh . Each time you told me that you really know you are in the wrong . ANd promise me you would change . But no , you never ever change . Can really tell that you are a bastard guy uh . Sigh . Nothing more else to say . Wanna continue or wanna break off . Up to you . Have given up all hope on it already .





Sigh , having a terrible headache now . Feel like vomitting larhs . SIgh , damn jialat . Ate medcine just now . No use at all larhs . But at least stop my vomitting . Haha . Anyway baby i am sorry . I know i'm just being unreasonable . Sorry . You make up your own decision okays . See what you wanna do okays . Nothing more for me to say already . Sigh , saw your msn dp . You actually put her pic . Oh well , whats more to say . I have taken pic with you before but yet you never ever set it as your dp . Sigh , what the hell larhs . promised myself not to care your life between nasi lemak and you bt sorry to disappoint you . I can't be able to do that . SO damn sorry about it . But i'll try my best to stop intrupting okays . Let you have all your freedom you want okays . ANd i won't put so much hope in our relationship already . I have given up . Sigh . But i really wish that i could keep this relationship going on . Sigh


Stupid cent cent


Anyway vincent i promise you i would upload your photo at my blog right . I have done it haha .

My dear girl , it's only 2 weeks . I know it might be long . But you have no choice right ? Don't sad already okays . I will away be there for you okays . Time will pass very fast one okays . Don't worry . Muacks . DOn't think already . He is only going US for 2 weeks marhs . Correct . Also not forever thing . Sigh , don't thnk okays ?? Darling i will be with you this 2 week don't worry .





Had a great morning but terrible evening . Sigh . Anyway about my great morning is that , My best brother came down tampines to find me . Lols . sO damn great about him . haha . FIrst time sia . And another first time is Anabelle and vincent were chatting happily while i was playing his psp . Haha . Glad to see that . haha . ANyway met with kiwi later on . Haha . He damn poor thing larhs . Kena bully . Lols . Actually also not counted as bully , is actually a great big fight occur between vincent and him . Lols . I was so damn ps larhs . Everyone was looking at our direction , Because the two of them was like shouting so loud larhs . Damn it . Haha . Change to the otehr sit while they were Shouting . Too ps to be there . Haha . Later on kiwi left with a very sad mood . Pity him .

Okays evening time met up with yusof . Oh well , thing were going very smoothly until i saw his phone . He told me that he was out with his guys friends , and suppose to meet me at 4 But ended up I only met him at 6 plus . At first i thought he was busy with his friends . SO i didn't give a bloody damn about it . UNtil i saw his phone pictures . He was with that don't know what name oe larhs . Lets name it nasi lemak . Sorry didn't know how to spell her freaking name . Haha . Thanks god that i did check his phone . Yes , i promise him i won't check his message but not pictures . Oh well , was uber angry and uber disappointed with him larhs . Told me his was out with his guys friend ended up taking photo with nasi lemak . LOls . Okays i agree i had cry countless time fer him . I don't know wherther it's correct or not . But i just don't give a damn about it . I have put all my feeling into this relationship larhs . SIgh , hurting me again and again . And most of the time we had a tiff all because of the nasi lemak . Fuck larhs .

Miss nasi lemak please stay away from him . I swear i won't spare you if you dare to even touch a single hair of him . Bloody idoit . Bitch

Mr yusof i'm utterly disappointed with you !!





Waited for baby for damn long again today . Haha . Happy thing and unhappy thing happen this few days . Sigh , finally my darling brother vincent come out already . Haha . I really worry , yet he say i fake . Bastard larhs . Lols . Anyway Yesterday was the first month being together with baby . Haha . Finally , Be fore that day had a Big fight with baby. We break off lols . but patch back in the end , haha .

Anabelle had a big fight with clement also . Poor anabelle . She was like crying like fuck larhs . Pity for her . Sigh . Why are all girls so poor thing , listen guys say and cry for them ?? Why can't guys cry for girls ? SO damn unfair larhs . Hate it !!

Told baby that after the quarrel i have learnt not to put my whole feeling into it . And i have lost my trust on him . Haha . I meant what i say . VIncent uh , you not around i got problem then no body to tell !! sigh . damn jialat larhs . sigh . Haha thanks god you are back .

Baby hope that what you say are the truth from now on .

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