Oh well , problem after another . Vincent didn't answer our calls . And his father say that he went in . Oh well , Was shocked to recieve this message . Sigh , his is my best brother ley . How ?? Sigh . Another problem is Baby ask fer a break-up again . This time because he saw what my sister send me telling me to end this relationship . Then he ask me to listen to my sister and end this relationship . Oh well , actually i had enough of this already . but don't knnow why i can't bear to break up with him . Sigh , why are all girls so weak , sigh . Have to listen to guys all the way . And been soft hearted is damn bad . Sigh . Never had such a troublesome relationship before . Sigh . What the hell is going on now ??

Thing has been changing from bad to worst . Sigh . Friends and even the one closest to me ?? Oh well , have i not been praying ?? haha . Maybe !!

Has been very unlucky larhs . Sigh , what the fuck have i done wrong . And have you to hurt my feeling again and again ?? I have been trying hard to tolerate and change already . Whats more you want ?? Wants to see me drop dead in front of you ?Oh well , only my darling anabelle know what hell i'm suffering from larhs . she understand me very well . Even thought she is unreasonble for sometime but she is a good listener as well . Love her lots . haha . Anyway Baby i'm sorry .





Sigh , baby is going somewhere . And not coming back fer 1 or 2 years . Oh well , even thought i didn't show how i feel but it's killing me inside . Sigh , baby cann i beg you not to go ?? For my sake . Please . My heart is crying terribly . Sigh . But if you have already make up your mind then i have nothing else to say . Maybe you really have alot of trouble . As i say i would share your problem with you right ? But even you have problem you won't tell me your problem derhs . Baby , what you want me to do ?? I have a;ready tried my very very best lor . Sigh !!

Baby you told me that you love me , but if you really love me you won't leave . Sigh , baby cann you not leave . I promise i wil share your problem . Tolerate your everything . I won't ask you change fer a better . Or whatever you don't like okays ?? Sorry that i often show your attitude . I promise i won't show you ever again okays . Anyway you break your promise , You promise you won't make me cry . But once again you make me cry again . Sigh , baby cann you teach me what to do ?? I really have no ideas .

Baby is obviously showing me attitude . Sigh, what can i do ?? Should i just end this relationship . Damn troubled . SIgh . Problem larhs . I have been tolerating fer very long already . Sigh , I know that you are tired but can't you just meet me awhile ? Sigh , remember when i am working . Even thought i was very tired but i still went on to meet you uh . Baby cann you teach me what you wanna me to do , then you will be happy . I'm realy trying my very best to be a very good gf . But you are alway not happy about it . Sigh . I'm trying my very best to continue this relationship . But you ? I really don't understand uh . Sigh . I don't know what the hell you are thinking . Sigh , damn troubled with you larhs . Sigh . If you wanna end this relationship please tel me okays ? I wanna put a full-stop to all this rubbish attitude !!





Was force to delete the post that i just post . Oh well , i am damn piss off with something . But yet i can't be able to post it . Sigh , Damn freaking piss off . OKays stop my craps . Met up with baby and when to slack . As what we did everyday . It's a standard routine , Haha . Anyway saw firdanshah on the way to semi-circle . Sat down together with him and talk uh . Haha . Anyway he is really damn gentleman larhs . Haha . The story is while i buying water , he told me that he will pay it fer me . Lols . Rare nor . This type of people . Told baby about it , haha . He told me that he won't change , i have to accept him as what he were now . Oh well , what can i say . haha . Since he have already say that . Right ?? Haha . No choice but to accept what he is now .

At semi-circle someone walked towards us and call baby off . Lols . don't know what happen lols . In the end nothing serious happen . They were friends Lols . Cute right ?? He like wants to fing troube liddat . He join us talking . haha . His name is din , lols . He so damn beng sia . Lols . Funny . They were like dirty talking . Oh well , don't even understand what they hell they talking . Was so damn freaking bored larhs . Haha . Nothing to do , don't understand at all larhs . baby brought food fer a kitty . Haha . So kind of him larhs . Haha .

Anyway another thing that piss me off is , my freaking mother promise to buy me my phone . But yet called me and say she is not buying . FUck larhs . Then buy fer my sister . Freaking bias larhs . Lols . Have such a unhappy day today , Exclusive the time when i was with baby larhs . Haha . Hate my freaking mother . Cb .










Oh well , were staying at home during the evening . Haha . Slack slack . As me and anabelle have nothing else to do . Haha . Rot in home ley bored uh . Met up with baby and his brother . Hehe . His brother so cute uh . Haha . Oh well , today was so piss off with a girl . But yet baby ask me not to be angry with her .. Too bad gotta listen to him . Fuck larhs .

Later on train down to orchard With anabelle and waited sister there . She take so long larhs . Lols . Stupid her . Lols . Make us waited so long larhs . Haha . Damn it . When to eat dinner afetr that . Oh well , it's delicious . But then it's damn expensive larhs . It's 83.90 . Ah yo , spend almost all my $$ larhs . Haha . Their calamari ring it's damn nice uh . Haha . *yum yum * haha . Went to smoke afetr that . Standard derhs . After eating , a stick of crig is a standard routine . Haha . No where to go after that , haha . Slack around there , was talking to baby and listening to song that he played . Haha nice . Sis said that wait till baby get his licence , she ask him to fetch her for one round . Haha . Rubbish . Baby attitude was a bit fuck up today . Told him about a girl and yet he scolded me . Fuck larhs . Hmm but i think i;m just being unreasonable . I'm sorry uh ?? Went to starbucks to have javachips . Haha . Nice . I'm addicted to it already . Haha . Cab back home later .

Anabelle going clement house tomorrow . Think she is staying overnight at clement house . Haha . Still thinking wherther to stay at baby house tomorrow not . Haha .





You hurt my feeling deeply . OH well , i have been tolerating you fer damn long. You wil always tel me you wanna break and your excuse is that i don't love you anymore . OH well , I know throughly that i love you deeply okays . Damn love you . But why must you alway hurt my feeling . I'm not a toys fer you to play with okays . I have been telling you that i love you . Sometime you make me damn fed up with you , but in the end i still forgive you . You make me wait at void deck alone fer you fer 2 hour plus but did i say anything. No i didn't okays . I haven never wait fer a person fer so long before one okays . Why don't you believe me that i still love you ?? And alway think to the negative side ??

Everytime you will alway do is you will message me and say you want a break up . Go think about it larhs . How deeply have you hurt me ?? You thought i will happily happily see your message happily reply uh ?? Sorry i'm not you okays . What more do you still want from me ?? Cann you please tel me ?? I really don't understand you well . Think about it , okays ? I still love you but you , i don't know . If you still want a break up . I can't do anything . But to just accept it !!





Damn fed up with baby now . Meet me fer only 20 min plus . Oh well , may as well don't meet . But don't know why . I can't make myself be angry with him . Haha . To him , maybe friends are more imp to him barhs . Haha .

some how he got a face that don't make people angry with him . haha . Going to meet mre clement at tm later on . To buy my tongue stud . Damn the tongue stud was like so lousy larhs . I bite bite then break into half . Lols . $9.90 ley . Lols . Gotta go buy again . Seem that i have been buying stud this few days . Sigh , no money liaos . Offically i'm broke , sigh . Haha .

I need money .!!!!





Met up with mummy and brought my contact lens . Haha . Brought back same colour again . Purple , weel it's my favourite colour after all . haha . I am having a serious red-eye now . Fear of having sore eyes , Cause i don't have my specs with me . Haha . If i have sore eye what should i wear . haha .

After that met up with baby . Haha . He was like acting a good boy today . Yucks ! Haha . He told me that he is a good boy . haha . Cute ! =) He was playing all the way . Oh well , he make me so piss off with him . Cause of certain reason . Mr yusof you should know whats the reason okays ?? Going to meet her right ? Haha . Love her right ? miss her right ? haha . I'm your friend , she's your gf right ? Bastard !!! Haha . He like going to holiday today larhs . Haha . Take such a big bag . Lols . Telling me that no more bad boy , Good boy from now on . Haha . Baby so cute larhs . hehe .

Baby promise me you will not leave me ? I love you !! Muacks . Thanks fer all the happiness you give me . And of course those unhappiness . haha










Me and my darling sister


Sigh , Damn sad now . Baby father ask him to get out of the house . Sigh , poor thing ley . Stupid idoit!!! Hate his father lots . So guilty that i can't be able to help him . Well , baby i am sorry . Can't be there fer you . Haha .

Oh well , meet up with sister at starbucks yesterday . Had out favourite drink ,Javachips . Had warm chocolate cake and oreo Cheese cake . haha . THe oreo cheese cake so damn delicious uh !! Haha . Had our girls talk again . Haha . Belle talking bout her stuff . Clar talking bout her stuff . Oh well , sis don't think so much okays . Dwelling oiver such stuff is a lame thing okays . AS what i tel you you still hav us marhs . We will alway be by your side okays ?

AFter starbucks meet up with baby and adha at void deck . Haha . Well , baby don't recongise me at first . Cause of some stupid reason . Sigh , forver he won't listen to me derhs . Alway say last time last time but then forver it's not the last time derhs . Haha . LAter on when to some stupid place haha . All because of stupid anabelle idea. OKays , it's damn scary . The scariest thing is there is frog there and mr adha saw something there .$ LOls . We girls was shouting like fuck . haha .





Oh well , Got up early in the morning to meet yusoff . Haha . Cause accompanying his brother go to his school . In the end don't need go cause his aunt following him . Haha . Good uh cann slack at his home . Haha . I was like sleeping and sleeping . Haha . Abdillah join us at his house as well . Haha . Playing computer all the way larhs . Haha . While me and baby was sleeping all the way . haha . As i say my boyfriend is a piggy . Haha .

Baby is so sweet these few days larhs . wish he cann continue like this nor . Haha . And not show his attitude larhs . Haha . He is much better like that . Haha .LOve him so damn much .

Shag uh , got to work tomorrow . Sians . All because of the stupid boss . ARRG .. Haha . Stupid idoit . waell working at those stupid place is really a tough job . Sigh , all because i am 15 years old . Wait till i am 16 i confirm would find myself a better job nor . Air-conditions , Lesser job . Hehe . Nice !!

Baby thanks fer evrything . I love you lots . Hehe . Muacks .!! I will be more happy if you continue to be liddat haha ..Muacks!!






Baby and adha


Baby !! ilovehim


Adha(mr bean )










Actually meeting up with mr yusoff on 11 . But can't wake up haha . So didn't met him till 6 . Haha . My baby so cute larhs . was playing with him the whole day today . Haha . the bitting game haha . He was like talkingcork the whole day . Haha .

Meet up with abdillah at void deck on 7 . We at there slack slack , talk talk . Haha . Two of them talking shit uh . Haha . He just came back from fishing . Well , i's a healthy thing for him uh . Cann go exercise a bit . haha . Anyway , going work tomorrow . Shag uh . HAha . at little india . Lots of indian there . bored uh . haha . Gonna bring lots of thing to there to 'enjoy' myself . haha . Gonna sleep early tonight again . NOwadays i was like a pig larhs . SLeep almost the whoele day larhs . haha . Baby call me a piggy and mrs bean . haha .

Baby , i wish that we won't end . I love you !!! Anyway i don't wanna be mrs bean okays . haha . I wanna be mrs spongebob haha . You should understand what i meAN uh . haha !!!

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